Thought for today…

For the past couple of weeks I have been feeling so good that it scares the crap out of me!!!  Like I’m waiting for a surprise ambush attack or something.  I hope I don’t start sleeping with one eye open or something.  LOL !   I just don’t get it.  How can I feel so darn confident like I have everything under control, yet feel like I am constantly walking on egg shells both at the same time?  I have no idea how I do it, but I’m getting really good at it.  Just trying to keep my eye on the prize I guess.   The prize being good news in Feb when I get the next CT scan & bloodwork.